Since the evidence can establish Sheila hated June, believed her children were possessed by the devil and that she believed she was capable of murdering them. Who needs an escape?
This is another popular misconception. Sheila was reticent on this matter to her Maida Vale set, to Colin, Nevill, and Jeremy. It might be instructive to look at the graffiti left on the wardrobe in her former bedroom: "
I hate this place": note the message is not "
I hate June" or "
I hate my mother." We will never know her true thoughts on the matter, but I think she felt restricted by her, she could never truly reveal her true feelings towards her, but at the end of her life she did say to friends that she was grateful for what she had done for her as regards buying her the flat, and there seemed to me to be some kind of rapprochement.
Of course this is the last thing Jeremy wanted, his sole intention being to sow discord amongst the family in a vain attempt to divide and rule. He also thought that any intimacy between mother and daughter might lead to further expenditure on her, as it did with the planned allowance, and also possible school fees for the twins.