Yes I know Patti, I was just commenting on the fact that some people said Jeremy did not show remorse in fact he was as 'happy as a lark' after the killings but he was in fact so distressed that he was prescribed valium, he also was drinking heavily and smoking cannabis, which was no surprise considering the shock and trauma he must have been suffering from. Because of this coctail of drugs he would be pretty out of it, which was why he took them, I should think some realities are too hard to deal with. Also we all react to shock and trauma differently, including laughing and joking sometimes. I do not believe for one minute that Jeremy did anything that night but go home and go to sleep. Therefore Sheila must have been involved in the deaths that night. I don't really call them murders because I don't believe any of the killing was premeditated.