I think grief for herself and the victims, and also relief that she had extricated herself, though with the trial to come. Was there always a part of her that had to pinch herself as she recognized the enormity of the estate, from Jeremy's ramblings to the mansion viewed herself from the top of the double decker bus: a feeling that this whole outfit was just too good to be true, that something quiescent was lurking in the background which even the strongest passion could not surmount.
Steve, I've said numerous times, that I truly believe Julie thought, that in Jeremy, all her dreams had come true. -I'd be interested to know what was happening to her grades during the time she was with him- because I think her life, up till then, had been more of a struggle than cushioned. I won't condemn her if, momentarily, she lost focus and saw herself leading a cushioned and affluent life with the man she loved. I wonder if she'd heard the advice that if it seems too good to be true, it generally is. Difficult advice, though, for the young and head over heels in love, to digest.