What would you do if you didn't have the past to refer to ? 
Double standards though I do believe as you don't like your past looming if David happens to be proving a point by showing an earlier post of yours. Nobody likes being reminded and you're no exception.
But I don't recall denying anything that David has found. What is there to deny? I was once a Jeremy supporter. At one moment I probably made the same, embarrassingly crass claims that you're still making, ie a 24 year old being too worn out to kill for half a million pounds. It does actually make me cringe to be reminded of it. How's that for honesty, Lookout? You, on the other hand, appear to need to hold onto the past to fuel the grudges you like to cling to. You swear black was blue denying your guilt and even when it's proved, you STILL cling to denial. To what end, Lookout? We ALL get it wrong. Denial doesn't help. Get over it