But Steve suggested that it was during his childhood that Jeremy may have had these thoughts. People have been known to change their minds about the thoughts they had as children, as shown by the lack of time and effort he put into farming as an adult.
Nevill would keep his cards close to his chest, and June was ill, unsettling the teenage boy in that close, rural backdrop, then Sheila's illness followed. Encased in a vacuum which fitted like a shroud, his only meaningful existence now without the confines of the Farm, and turning to central nervous system stimulants to get him though the daily grind, he slowly came to understand the parental signs and gestures, their concealed disappointment and the reason he had been placed there, then bent on overcoming his parents' wishes and determined to overturn their whole justification by an annulment of the will at whatever cost.