I think its how you read it....I'm not convinced that its a slip, simply because AE plus the police would have made a bigger point about it and in all fairness AE was a smart lady.
It could mean that when Jeremy was asked why he did not go over. His reply was gawd, it frightens me to think that I could have been lured there to be shot. It depends in what context it was said....She had remembered what he had said a month earlier, but did not go on to say that this comment had been written down on one of notes. The comment could be interpreted incorrectly or interpreted correctly...I am not sure either way, because to me its deemed as hearsay....
It amounts to what I said in my first response- he gave AE a different excuse for not rushing over than he gave to police and gave in his trial testimony. Supporters make way too many excuses for his lack of consistency. At trial he gave a much different account of his slow reaction.
This is a damning excuse hat he provided to AE so that is why he dropped it and didn't try to ake it at trial. It is damning for 2 reasons beyond simply him making inconsistent claims:
1) If he was so damn worried about his own safety that he was scared to go check it out then he should have known right away that there was trouble at WHF and should have called 999 instantly not have wasted so much time calling Julie and fumbling with phone books.
2) He wanted to teach Sheila how to use the gun but she didn't want to learn. (he really just wanted to get her prints on it, he wasn't actually interested in her learning) So she didn't know how to use the gun, never had interest in guns and was not known to ever fire any. So claiming he was so worried about her shooting him and being too scared to go over already has problems but this goes BEYOND that and he actually deviously thought up the notion she was forcing Nevill to call in order to sucker him over. That's pretty damn clever and logical for a person supposedly having delusions and acting crazy. That doesn't fit in with the going crazy claim. Why would he think up such a devious hing for her to be plotting? Just from hearing she was going crazy and had a gun? The only reason to think up such a thing is if it was something he would do. It shows his own devious thought process.
It doesn't demonstrate he knew about the shootings prior to the bodies being discovered in the sense it would if he made the statement before the bodies were found but does illustrate a thought process that doesn't fit with what he supposedly knew and was told at the time. Being told she was going cray and grabbed a gun doesn't help support the notion Nevill made the call to set Jeremy up that wouldn't logically cross his mind at the time. fearing he could get hurt is one thing fearing he was being set up goes beyond the pale and would not logically be considered. That is why he didn't repeat the claim to the authorities and at trial. It is damning and it is even more damning because if that was his fear he should have instantly called 999.