And Sorry,Steve,I don't buy your remarks either.
The actual remarks were: "Barbara(Wilson):we'll have to find a new hiding place for the key to the safe".."will you promise me to look after the farm and make sure that everything carries on as normal?Make sure things don't get messed up,that sort of thing?"
Mrs Wilson was stunned."Yes",she said quietly,"of course".
"Promise me"
"Promise"
Seizing the moment,she confronted him. "What's wrong?"she asked."Are you seriously ill?"
Nevill Bamber's voice sank to a whisper."No",he replied."But I don't think I've got long".
"What do you mean. If you're not ill,what's wrong?"
Nevill Bamber drew on his cigarette,swallowed deeply and blew a cloud of smoke above his head. "There's so much to tell Barbara",he murmured."But I can't bother you with all that. It's not your burden But if anything were to happen to me,you will promise me you'll do that?"
"Yes,of course I will"
"Of course" he added,"the shooting season's coming up". Nevill Bamber just sat and looked at her. Then he said,"Living on a farm is a dangerous business and one never knows what's going to happen..." His voice tailed off and he looked away.
"Do you have a premonition?"asked Barbara Wilson.
"Well perhaps. But one never knows. I could go out one day shooting and you never know,do you? These things do happen. You can never tell."(Blood Relations Chapter 3)
Here Nevill is perusing various thoughts in his mind. He is worried about Sheila having come out of hospital,but I always thought that Nevill ostensibly left Sheila to June,as June supported her financially with her dividend from Osea Park,but it was Nevill whom the burden fell upon most as the emotional support Sheila required was draining for Nevill as he spent hours talking to her reassuringly on the other end of the telephone.
However I think Nevill's real anxieties are directed at Jeremy. Had Nevill been sceptical that last year of his son's Damascene conversion to the farming industry? Had Nevill detected that Jeremy's behaviour was a little too perfect,a little too exemplary for comfort? Had Nevill caught that malicious stare out of the corner of his eye in one of Jeremy's unguarded moments? The reference to the shooting season with its implication of guns,the "I must never turn my back on that young man" remark,coupled with the new gun he was planning to buy making Nevill ill at ease,all points to Jeremy,however much the Defence wish it were not so. Nevill was foretelling his own death,he saw his own mortality and how life had passed him by,with money to show for it but his health failing. June had always lived in the past and closed her eyes to the permissive society and its effects. But Nevill knew his own vulnerability,he knew the demands of young adults,and his prescience that neither he nor June could help either child in modern Britain,nor relate to a spurious Jeremy whom he had caught rummaging around the safe and of whom he was fearful, tortured him