Hi Mike,
Many thanks for what appears to be an honest account of how you met Jeremy and for sharing some of your life experiences and a bit about yourself.
I want to make it clear to you, and anyone else who may be reading this, that I do not think you are a 'fool' nor do I think other people are fools for having the belief they have regarding Jeremy Bamber's innocence.
I have been called a fool by some people regarding SH (With the intent to belittle) but this is a throw away and dismissive comment and does not come anywhere close to explaining just how convincing, highly manipulative and cunning (Disordered) these people can be. Further, imo it is also a comment made by someone who has no understanding, or indeed interest, as to how & why someone can be duped/conned or whatever other word you can think of to describe a betrayal such as this
I don't have time to reply fully to your post at the moment but I hope to come back to this later on.
However, there is one crucial point you have made that I want to highlight right now;
You stated: "injustice in any form eats away at you, every moment from the point when the injustice occurs, and it continues long after such an injustice gets rectified. Your physical, mental well-being deteriorate with alarming intensity. It can make you withdraw from the company of others, it can kill you, it can also motivate you to try to ensure that it can't happen again
I agree with you Mike.
On reflection, this is what SH had missing. After he confessed he wrote how after he had been caught and convicted he said; "he died a little each day.
He did indeed make several attempts on his life following his conviction and almost succeeded, not dissimilar to 2013 and 2014 when he succeeded.
But he did not die a little each day as he stated; at least certainly not how you nor I would expect someone to behave following an injustice. I know because I witnessed this with my owns eyes and have said elsewhere, he went from strength to strength. He did not isolate himself. He did not present inwardly or indeed outwardly what one would expect. Overall, he was in excellent physical health . His PM confirmed this. His inquest concluded he did not have any mental health issues. Amazing really isn't it!?
Jeremy Bamber in 32 years has never once mentioned any of the things you mention with regards his alleged injustice; in relation to his mental and physical health, just like SH did not.
Yet we only need look at those people who have had their convictions overturned having been found innocent to see the effects the years of wrongful incarceration have caused. There appears to be no getting away from it. So how then does Jeremy Bamber?