It's certainly sad, in parts. I've spent much of today re-reading it, and unfortunately it just convinces me more.
Hi Shona, I haven't received my copy yet. Can I ask what aspects of the book have further convinced you?
I read it some time ago. Why don't folk use their public library more? It certainly is a very haunting book and it does convey Colin's sadness and the mournful lament that things could have been much different if he has stayed with Sheila. But we must also remember that it is all from one perspective. His. I was left with mixed feelings. (1) That Jeremy is definitely innocent. (2) That Colin did come out with some strange expressions, such as "This little robin drew our attention to the window". And other things. This and other things make me feel that everything in his book may be a bit coloured because he is convinced that Jeremy is guilty
Graham, I am almost finished reading Colin Caffell's book. (Yes, it made me sad too.)
Here is my impression:
Colin spent many years trying to come to terms with feeling guilty about his immaturity, adulteries
and failure to protect the twins from White House Farm and it's inhabitants. They begged him to
get June Bamber to stop upsetting them with the praying,etc.
As you will have read in his book, he is in no doubt that June Bamber brought death to the door
of White House Farm.
(Madness to Sheila and he chose to believe the relatives that it was Jeremy who committed
the murders - after he, (Colin) spent time with the relatives listening to their view point.)
It would certainly be easier to accept that Jeremy had done it, rather than Sheila.
Because if it was Sheila, then he failed to stop that fateful final stay, by the twins, his sons, at White House Farm and even drove them there.
How difficult would it be to live with that knowledge?
I personally loved his book.
He shares the journey he took so many years to make in achieving some kind of peace within
himself again after an horrific tragedy.
But I still think he may be wrong about Jeremy being the killer. Unfortunately.