I'm glad my letters don't look like that.

People would definitely think I'd gone barmy.
I'd question the sanity of the writer/author that's for sure. It's written as spoken,in dribs and drabs and no specific order.
It's not that EP found them " illegible ",it was that they were too idle to be bothered deciphering it,as afterall,ANY note whatever its contents is treated as a suicide note where there HAS been a suicide.
This was the HUGE mistake which had been made in the Gilfoyle case where diaries belonging to the deceased were kept " under wraps " for 16 years while Eddie was festering in prison.